amplifiedmouse

So Star fell asleep in the bed. She said her stomach was hurting a bit. Jared came home after work and went into his room. Now I'm up watching a film called Go Now. So far, it's pretty good. It made me really want to watch Trainspotting again. Speaking of that, I should just probably download it. Star & I went to O'Charleys today to get some good eats. It was the first time she's really been out of the house since last Sunday. She tried going to work on Thursday, but that didn't happen as she felt to bad when she started driving.

This movie is really sad, but also very good.

We got some food and then rented Because I Said So with Diane Keaton & Mandy Moore. I didn't really care for it as it just seemed to have someone's parent trying to control their kids lifestyle. Not that I haven't seen that happen so much in the past six years. The ending was alright, but totally predictable...as that type of movie should be.

I also realised today that I'm going to start spelling "realised" like this. I like it more. But that wasn't it. I realised that I'm becoming very cynical again. I'm not quite sure why.

Once again, let's just point out how sad this movie is.

I seem to just be falling back into the state of not trying for anything to better myself. I started out so well, too. I just need a really big shove in the right direction. Half the time I think it's the fact that if I start to do something for myself & fail, there's someone here to catch me. I almost feel like I should be someplace where if I fail, I'll fall flat on my face. Maybe I need that. We'll see.

It's only $404 for a plane ticket to Dublin.

Does that mean it's not actually there?

<sarcasm>ha</sarcasm>

It's two in the morning. I'm going to go to sleep now. I'm glad I didn't eat any disgusting doritos today.

The end.

"Our signature blend of pepperoni, beef and pork toppings, green peppers, red onions, and mushrooms."

Gross....